Holy Fucking Shit chords

[CHORDS]
[E]-[A]-[D]-[G]-[B]-e
E |0-2-2-1-0-0|
Esus4 |0-0-2-2-0-0|
F#m |2-4-4-2-2-2|
Asus4 |0-0-2-2-3-0|
Am |x-0-2-2-1-0|
Emaj7sus4 |0-2-1-2-0-0|
Emaj7/B |x-2-1-1-0-0|
E7 |0-2-0-1-0-0|
G# |4-6-6-5-4-4|
A |5-7-7-6-5-5|
Eadd9 |0-2-4-1-0-0|

[INTRO]
[E]

[VERSE 1]
[E]holy fucking shit, I'm getting tired of being me
waking [Esus4]up each day is such a fucking chore [E]

drink away the last night's fear and tell you what you want to hear
then [Esus4]lay in bed and be depressed some[E] more

[Verse 2]

and [F#m]I keep drinking [Esus4]way too [Am]much
and [E]saying things I [Emaj7/B]actually [E7]mean
last [F#m]night I told a room of strangers [Esus4]everything there [Asus4]is to know
[E] Emaj7sus4 [E7]
about the things that haunt me in my dreams

[BRIDGE 1]

and I'm [F#m]sorry
but [G#]I don't think[A] I'm ever gonna ch[E]ange

[VERSE 3]

I started going out on walks, and then it started raining
I guess [Esus4]even our climate agrees with [E]me
that [E]I don't deserve happiness or coping mechanisms
I de[Esus4]serve to lay out in the cold and[E] freeze

[VERSE 4]

and [G#]that's [A]just [E]fine
I love the colder [G#]temperatures, I[A] think they're so di[E]vine
yeah, [G#]that's [A]just [E]fine
I'd rather rest out [G#]there than be in [A]here and be [E]alive

[BRIDGE 2]

'cause [F#m]I keep getting [Esus4]way too [Am]stoned
and [E]worrying my [Emaj7/B]friends with what I [E7]say
last [F#m]week I told my closest pals that [Esus4]I wanted to [Am]run away
[E] Emaj7sus4 [E7]
to Portland so that I'd be less afraid

[VERSE 5]

and I'm [F#m]thinking
[G#] [A] [E] [Eadd9] [E] Emaj7sus4 [E] Emaj7sus4 [E]
it isn't such a bad idea for me
yeah, I'm [F#m]thinking
that [G#]maybe it'd be [A]good for me to [E]leave