Not Ok Chords & Lyrics - Maria Mena

[G#m]

[VERSE 1]

It’s not like i chose this
I was n[B]ot given a ch[E]oice

In a room full of stories
Mine is just another vo[B]ice

How does she do it?
Without making any so[D#m]und?

-I cry after hours
And scream when no one is ar[G#m]ound

Here comes a battle
Here’s another uphill cl[E]imb

So Strap on some courage
You should be well Prepared this t[B]ime

Just because i’m still standing
Just because i have sur[D#m]vived

Doesn’t mean i don’t get scared
Or wanna give up every t[C#m]ime

[CHORUS]
Cause I don’t feel like[D#m] being str[E]ong today

I wanna fall apart sometimes
i wanna Bre[B]ak!

Next time they ask i’ll tell the truth
I’ll s[D#m]ay

I’m not ok
I’m not o[C#m]k!

I don’t feel like carrying a[D#m]ll this w[E]eight

Or being broken around those
Who can’t re[B]late

Next time they ask
I’ll tell the truth i’ll [D#m]say

That I’m not ok
I’m n[B]ot [G#m]

[VERSE 2]

After he left us
After everything went d[E]ark

She’s all that matters
She’s my only little sp[B]ark

It’s Not like i don’t want to
Stay in bed, never leave Ho[D#m]me

But If i don’t do it
Chances are it won’t get d[C#m]one

[CHORUS]
Cause I don't feel like being[D#m] strong to[E]day

I wanna fall apart sometimes
I wanna br[B]eak

Next time they ask I'll tell the truth
I'll s[D#m]ay

That I'm not ok
That I'm not o[C#m]k
I don't feel like carrying a[D#m]ll this we[E]ight

Or being broken around those
Who can't re[B]late

Next time they ask
I'll tell the truth I'll sa[D#m]y

That I'm not ok

[BRIDGE]
That I'm not [E]ok
That I'm not o[F#]k [E]

That I'm not ok
That I'm not ok[F#] (I'm [E]not ok)
I'm not [F#]ok [E]
I'm not ok [Emaj7] [F#] [D#m] [E] [F#] [E] [Emaj7] [G#m]

[VERSE 3]

God gives his toughest
Battles to his strongest o[E]nes

built out of courage
In the Image of his only s[B]on

I am a soldier
I can take the whole world o[D#m]n

So Watch as i fight this

And Give your praise once i have won.