Cynical chords

[INTRO]
[C] [C] [Am] [F]

[VERSE 1]
[C]I don't know w[C]hen I got scared
[Am]Scared of my [F]imagination
[C]Used to see [C]beautiful things
[Am]Now I got this s[F]ick fixation

[PRE-CHORUS 1]
I'm pl[C]aying out every single fe[C]ar I've ever had
[Am]Scrolling through the pictures, seeing a[F]ll I don't have
Bel[C]ieving every negative feeli[C]ng is a fact
I d[Am]on't wanna get used to th[F]at

[CHORUS]
W[C]hy do I beat myself u[Am]p and tear myself d[Em]own?
I'm so go[F]od at being critical
[C]I guess I'll l[Am]earn it's hard to get h[Em]urt
When you're go[F]od at being cynical

[C] [C] [Am] [F]

[VERSE 2]
[C]I'm jealous of w[C]hen I was young
And eve[Am]rything was r[F]ight there waiting
[C]Wanted the sky,[C] aimed so high
[Am]Instead of lowering my e[F]xpectations

[PRE-CHORUS 2]
I do[C]n't know how else to keep my fe[C]et on the ground
And st[Am]op the voices in my head from ge[F]tting too loud
I th[C]ink I'm realizing no one fig[C]ures it out
And [Am]I gotta get used to t[F]hat

[CHORUS]
W[C]hy do I beat myself u[Am]p and tear myself d[Em]own?
I'm so go[F]od at being critical
[C]I guess I'll l[Am]earn it's hard to get h[Em]urt
When you're go[F]od at being cynical

[C] [Am] [Em] [F]

[BRIDGE]
[G]If I hope and it doesn't w[Am]ork, th[F]en
I know, it's gonna h[Am]urt, so I'[G]ll
Make a joke, act like nothing w[Am]rong
And [F]put another layer of ar[Dm]mor on

[REFRAIN]
W[C]hy do I beat myself [Am]up and tear myself do[Em]wn? [F]


[CHORUS]
W[C]hy do I beat myself u[Am]p and tear myself d[Em]own?
I'm so go[F]od at being critical
[C]I guess I'll l[Am]earn it's hard to get h[Em]urt
When you're go[F]od at being cynical
(When you're g[C]ood at being cy[Am]nical
I'm so go[Em]od at being cynical) (overlaps with next phrase)
I'm so go[F]od at being cynical [C] [Am]
(I'm so go[Em]od at being cyn[F]ical)[C] [Am]
(I'm so go[Em]od at being cyn[F]ical)

[C] [Am] [Em] [F] [C]