A Portrait Of Chords & Lyrics - Sorority Noise

[VERSE]
[C#]I've been feeling suicidal and if I need remind you
It's not becoming of my [F#]heart and my brain
I was [G#]thinking about how great it would be
If I could make the [F#]tightness in my chest go away

[VERSE]
It's been a [C#]while since I've seen God and I'm not trying to lead him [G#]on [F#]
But he's always trying to [G#]fuck me to the tune of my favorite [F#]song

[CHORUS]
[F#]And they're playing the 5[G#]9th sound in heaven
While the angels were [F#]drinking up whiskey and cokes
It's [G#]hard to freeze your anxieties
When your[F#] best friends torching your coat, [C#]your coat

[INSTRUMENTAL]
[C#] [G#] [F#] [C#] [F#] [G#] [F#] [A#m] x2

[VERSE]
[C#]Drop that phone, drink a glass of water
[C#]And call me when you get in your bed
I've [G#]seen inside your head and I'm doing
The [C#]surgery on the parts that still wish you were dead

[BRIDGE 1]
[C#]'Cause I've lost too many [A#m]friends so I'll say it [G#]again
And again and again and again and [C#]again and again and again and again

[BRIDGE 2]
[G#]I'm not trying to say it's easy but I'm [F#]trying to say it's fine
I've [G#]still got your demons and [C#]they're not gonna be leaving any [F#]time
[F#]Any time [C#]soon
[F#]Any time [C#]soon
[F#]Any time [C#]soon
[F#]Any time [C#]soon [A] [A#m] [G#]
[G#]I'm not trying to say it's easy but [D#]I'm trying to say it's fine [F#] [C#] [A]

[OUTRO]
[Fm]Since I was thirteen I had depression and I had a difficult time
[Fm]comprehending the things [D#]that I wanted to be and I lived
[D#]a very happy life and I was turning eighteen and I was doing
[D#]everything I could to [Fm]try to make myself feel better but I felt an absence,
[Fm]I felt like I needed to die, I felt like nothing existed and [F#]I felt that I wasn't
[F#]worthwhile breathing the same air as the ones I loved and my family, and then it
[F#]came to the [Bbm]point where I started losing friends who had the same fucking ideas as
[Bbm]myself but I have to be strong and I have to [A]live my life as a continuation of theirs
[A]lost and I have to do everything in my [D#]fucking power to be the person that I can be
[D#]and live my life the best way I fucking can and some days it's
[F#]so hard to fucking stand and fucking stand and fucking stand and [C#]fucking stand [G#]